A fearsome flash revealed a dreadful sight,
And I pushed it away with all my might,
It still persisted, with the agonising pain
And I knew it would leave a 'dark' stain!
A saddist, a pesimist, a depressed soul
A person without hope, without a goal!
I have heard so much about myself now
That all i do is 'take a bow!'
All I do is look at the mirror and smile
At all that i believed all this while.
I feel happy that atleast I dreamt well;
So what if I woke up in Hell!
At least in my dreams i saw Paradise;
And now, for me it would be wise
To accept it all and move along
To find 'my place'; where I 'belong'.
With all my heart i try to achieve this
But in the very beginning, it is all amiss!
As my heart was the curse; in a state of mess.
And there is where lied all my weakness
Only if I had used my 'mind',
I might have succeded, to realise what I attempted to find.
Today I have even left hope of finding myself!
Of finding that peace; that solitude; a place where i might dwell...
Call me a saddist, a curse, a pesimist, intolerable; but
I am, and will be this; because doors of change have all been shut!
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